Alhamdulillah…..Finally!!! I able to finished my duty. I was involved into the committee of Try Out (TO) for 3rd grade of junior high school held on 16th and 17th February. My headmaster placed me on financial sector. With all of my honest, I hate the position! It made me confused. Since the first, I’m not such kind of woman who’s fluent to manage money. I always hate my self when I have to aware with the nominal of money. Don’t you ever asking me about the price of something! I’ll not remember! Don’t you ever asking me about the salary, welfare, whatsoever the terms relate to the payment of my professional job! I didn’t understand! Last, don’t you ever asking me to calculate my outflow cash in a month! I never do that! For me, money is only M.O.N.E.Y without K between N and E. Nu penting mah loket ayaan. Sanajan sesa sarebu, I’ll consider that I’m still rich!! *HahaActually this was not the first experience for me to handle financial in an event. When I was in college, I ever be involved in "Danus" division for several occasions. But, this was little bit different. When you were involving your self in "Danus", you just have to search some of sponsors, persuade them to support your event, make a deal with them, collecting money, then give it to the treasurer. Or, you are prosecuted to make own fund source by open a book bazaar, selling any profitable things. In short, being a "Danus" means you have to make money come to you but you weren't demanded to manage your money for many things, because it wasn't Danus's job description. And now, I must take on that confusing job. I have to map out the available funds for various things, such as, honorarium, tax, equalization.... so many, so many.........!!!! Dizzy!!!
Well, there's always something worth could be taken behind the pain, right? And I learn so many things with my position in this occasion. The most important lesson I've been take is how people could be responsible and irresponsible for something. I'll make it clear...
11st February
This was our first meeting to hear the leader explain our job description and task division. After the clear explanation, confusing thing started to appear. Why I had to do what should secretary do? But... I took it positively. Maybe there's too many lists that must be done by the secretary, so here my kindness to help. At least, I was taking over 5 of secretary's job or even more! What happen next? The secretary said that he couldn't make himself focus anymore, so he begged to go home earlier. Then I saw the anger from the leader's face. How he could not be anger!!! The secretary just did few tasks from so many lists. But, there's nothing could do. The secretary just went away accompanied by the whispering of leader's grumbling. For the rest, you can guest. Me and the leader had to do the work until 04.30 pm. Even there's one member still with us, but she couldn't do anything, because she not fluent enough to operate the computer. However, I'm so thankful to her, because she brought so many foods for us *Hehe. End of the story, I went home with eyes sore and migraine because too long facing the computer.
12nd February
Actually this day was my day off, but because the leader called me and expected me to come, I had to go willy-nilly. I thought it will not taking so many time because I've finishing my financial administration format relate to the event. I just have to fill the blank by the nominal. Unpredictable, the other conflict appeared. This time, the conflict placed me in the awry position. All about the budget. There are the different desire between the leader and the BOS's treasurer. I couldn't explain the exactly, because it relates to the internal financial of my school. Felt like in hell when I have to faced the high temper from both of influential persons in my school. I had to listen their 'curhat' and their argumentation. When I suggested both of them to discuss the problem personally, they said: "NO WAY", Sodara!!!!! Childish!!!! Actually, if both of them ask me to open my eyes and choose the right one, I'll take sides to my leader. His opinion more logic. Hhh... All because of headmaster's indecision. Be assertive, please... You are a leader!!!
Well, today so spooky for me and others because of the conflict. But amazingly, my leader was damn professional. We continue our work with his own budget plan. He said, "When someone give you some trust, you have to run it as well as you can. At the same time, you are not allowed to feel disappointed if ahead there's some correction relate to your work". If I ruminate his words, I guess he wanted me to translate his words like this: "Make the budget logically based on our RKAS. That is the real guidance! The most eligible person to reject or accept our budget plan is headmaster, not BOS treasurer. He didn't have a right to give their objection to us. If he want it so, he can do that when he discuss our budget plan with the headmaster and convey his view to the headmaster. His responsibility to us just give us money!" I'm I right Mr. P? *haha, don't be emotional... :)
I was so thankful for today. Among conflicts, I learned so many things. This school educate me to be aware for everything. Honestly, as long as I turn my self to be a teacher in this town, I always feel that I'm a loner learner. I learn everything alone. There's no place for me to ask. All people around me seemed arrogant. One and the only lesson I got is that "You are too stupid to know something". But here, I felt that some of senior teachers give me chance to learn. They are opened to share anything, to talk anything. Alhamdulillah... :)
14th February
16th February
This is the day! I leave home early in the morning. This was my "Hhhhh..." for the umpteenth time. My arrival was greeted by problems. The leader said that there was discrepancy between the packet code on TO guideline book and the packet code in fact. We thought the packet will just like ordinary. There's only two problem packets, A and B. Surprisingly, there was 5 packet codes, those are: 07, 12, 23, 33, and 45. So, we have to communicate it with all room supervisors. This was a big deal, because every students was bound by the rules in accepting the packet code based on their sitting position. Unfortunately, some of room supervisors could not match with our explanation. They were noisy and made us dizzy. I was wondering, why some of them couldn't fast to react with an emergency condition? I guessed my leader explanation more than clear, so what's the problem? They just have to give the packet code with spirally position! A teacher almost make me crazy because she couldn't understand my explanation although I conveyed it for thousands! So, I followed her to the class and help her to give the packets to the students. DONE!
17th FebruaryMonday without spirit. I predict that in this day I would go home late because we have to prepare everything for 'The Day'. Thanks God, we got certainty for the nominal. So, we (me and the leader) worked fast and... finished!!! But then, few minutes later, I saw the leader make conversation with the headmaster outside there. New problem came.... There was schedule changes. It should be Bahasa and English for the first day test, then Mathematics and Science for the next day. Orayyyyy.... it means the committee must inform it to the students. No problemo, tapi cape ogeeee.... Barudakna mah don't care kitu gening!!!
After announce the schedule changes, the students were sent home earlier because we have to clean the class and stick up the examinees numbers. This time, my prediction was miss. We were able to finish all the things quicker. So, we went home at 13.20 p.m.
By the way, this day was my grandpa birthday. Miss him much :'(
Did you know? He was 'The Man' in dealing financial problems. Why you so intelligent, Grandpa?! Sometimes, when you still alive, I felt so jealous with everything inside your head. Why I'm not inteligent as well as you? :(
By the way, this day was my grandpa birthday. Miss him much :'(
Did you know? He was 'The Man' in dealing financial problems. Why you so intelligent, Grandpa?! Sometimes, when you still alive, I felt so jealous with everything inside your head. Why I'm not inteligent as well as you? :(
This is the day! I leave home early in the morning. This was my "Hhhhh..." for the umpteenth time. My arrival was greeted by problems. The leader said that there was discrepancy between the packet code on TO guideline book and the packet code in fact. We thought the packet will just like ordinary. There's only two problem packets, A and B. Surprisingly, there was 5 packet codes, those are: 07, 12, 23, 33, and 45. So, we have to communicate it with all room supervisors. This was a big deal, because every students was bound by the rules in accepting the packet code based on their sitting position. Unfortunately, some of room supervisors could not match with our explanation. They were noisy and made us dizzy. I was wondering, why some of them couldn't fast to react with an emergency condition? I guessed my leader explanation more than clear, so what's the problem? They just have to give the packet code with spirally position! A teacher almost make me crazy because she couldn't understand my explanation although I conveyed it for thousands! So, I followed her to the class and help her to give the packets to the students. DONE!
Last day, tapi teu weleh paciweuh!!! This time, the problem came from the amount of packet codes that were not evenly distributed. Almost every room supervisor said that they were lack of packet code 12 and 07. Cing atuh ieu provinsi, be profesional!! We bought the packets @Rp. 13,000 not get it for free!! To solve it, we copy the packet then all in control. Really? Not completely under the control actually. The committee felt resentful with some of room supervisor's behave. Some of them get out from the room for long and let the students noisy. Beside that, some of them also did some careless in filling their administration. Please, be more responsible.
Let my mind flash for a while...
TO means practice. Am I right? So, I thought the condition should be adjusted with the real condition that will be faced by the students, start from the schedule, packet code, and others. It will be confusing if later there's the different between practice and reality. It couldn't be denied that some of teachers, including me wondering for the real test later. Will it be like TO?
TO means practice. Am I right? So, I thought the condition should be adjusted with the real condition that will be faced by the students, start from the schedule, packet code, and others. It will be confusing if later there's the different between practice and reality. It couldn't be denied that some of teachers, including me wondering for the real test later. Will it be like TO?
Here it is, my real job description finally came. The BOS treasurer gave me the money. Tangtingtungtingtangtingtung... juprat jepret juprat jepret, dihekter, dibungkus, diduruk, digebug *haha. Rieeeeeeuuuutttt.... Ribuuuuuutttt.... Papuket! But all done. I just have to give the money to the person entitled to accept.
Actually, it was not an easy work. I'm too tired to explain the details. The leader said, treasurer must be honest, but at the same time, I have to able to 'ngigel-ngigel' the budget, so it will appropriate to the real budget on the paper. Jiaaaahhh... apal istilah 'ngigel-ngigel' sayah sekarang mah :D
Last duty. I have to report my cash flow to the headmaster. We talks some of points relate to the financial, then she willing to gave her signature on my paper. Thanks God... Alhamdulillah.
All is over. But I have to face other challenge. Next, I have to prepare my self for the UN. My headmaster entered my name into one of the UN committee. Badly, I'm the only woman in the UN committee. Hopefully, all the senior teachers in the UN committee will be wise enough to share their experience.
Now, four big things are waiting to be accomplished in my lists. Bismillah...
All is over. But I have to face other challenge. Next, I have to prepare my self for the UN. My headmaster entered my name into one of the UN committee. Badly, I'm the only woman in the UN committee. Hopefully, all the senior teachers in the UN committee will be wise enough to share their experience.
Now, four big things are waiting to be accomplished in my lists. Bismillah...
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